in my random moods

Being so random now .
sorry but , if im random i cant talk too much , i will post some photos that i copied from tumblr .
Enjoy !

not so romantic

i am the type of girl that loves Fairytale and romantical things . So , here i am sitting in front of my notebook , and dreaming ...

My fairytale isnt having any castle , a dance party , any blinkies or any godmother ... My fairytale is just simple , my fairytale needs me plus one boy and some romantic things .
Im dreaming what my dream romantic dates . ehm :D

So firstly , i will wear my best dress , wearing my best flats , put my lip gloss on , and plus not eating before going out . then after that im waiting until the clock shows 7 o'clock ...... My mom should know im on my dates and letting me back home even after 10 .
There he comes , with his car and his best clothes ... knocking my door and meet my parents "Excuse me sir , im ........... i wanna take the most precious thing in your life and my life too, to somewhere that some people call restaurant .........." then my dad say "So , if youre serious about the precious word, im letting you go . But she's my cinderella , go back before midnight . or i wont make you say that silly things again"

Then , here we are going out .

and we're having our "silence condition" .i dont know where we are going to go so im asking him to start our conversation "So , where we go ?" "I dont know ... lets see..... cause youre so beautiful tonight with your dress , i can take you to the hotel ...but i dont think you like it .So , i take you somewhere" then here we go to somewhere called somewhere....

This place is really a-ma-zing .
Its not restaurant , or ... should i call this restaurant ? with just one table there , one chef there , and all the candles that lay besides the table ?Oh , there is one waitress there .
Its a big yard for two of us to eat ,
"sorry , im not ordering some musician for you ,i thought it will be great if i sing it directly to you ."
"Im not pushing you to do all this things , but thanks by the way "

"Some people say , what girls want is romantic guy . so ............ i'll be the most romantic guy just for one night and just for one girl forever"

"thankyou , my pleasure to hear that ."

And we start eating .... we're sharing our stories and telling jokes.
And in our dessert section ,.."let me sing for you"*watch his wristwatch*"Gosh , its almost 11 , and the distance are so far from here , im not letting we're in problem"
"So...... no music performance for today ?"
"Sorry , i cant break my father in law rules ,baby.."
"Engh,... sorry,,,, what ?"
"never mind :P"

Then , 11:20
we are back home , my dad have waited in front of my house .
"Hmm , sorry about the music performance , "
"its okay"
*holds my hand "let me ,"

"Hi dad ,"
"so sir , your cinderella is very pretty tonight ... and im so glad i can pick her home before midnight"
"okay , prince .. thank you so much to not breaking your promise .. you can back to your home"
"bye cindy !"

its my dream romantic date , whats yours ?

too much will kill you

too much missing you ....i cant say it directly to you . so please mr.wind , say this to him ....
im missing you
so tell me , why is this happen ?
Is it because youre addictive and i cant live without seeing you even just one day ?
or it just because ....this feeling ....... ?
so please, appear in my dreams if you cant meet me .
i dont need your hug
dont need your kisss
just need to see you ,
need to stay beside you
talking what teenagers usually talk .

im sorry but ,
im too much missing you
even i know too much will kill me.

lets play under the sun !!!

Hows your summer holiday everyone? I guess , everyone has their own holiday . but me ? just tay at home , all the time ... :))

engh , and yesterday im playing with my stuff and back to the child hood x) i pick my pink sorbett t-shirt and green floral skirt then my new GAP jelly shoes . ouchhhh , lets playing under the sun then x)

sunday night

"I like you , i dont know since when ... but yes i do , i like you . Wanna be my girl ?" -someone.
12th june 2011

Im wondering

im wondering when i can meet one boy that do all the romantics thing with me . such as holding hands , hug me when the weather is freakkin cold , bike with me , watching korean drama with me *even he dislikes it* ,read book with me , sitting in front of my house and count how many stars in the sky ,sharing story with me , always besides me ,etc.
Thats al i wanted , but in fact i just need on person that always love me for who i am , for no reason.even im not pretty anymore , not in all my condition now i hope he still loving me .
im wondering , if someone that i meant is walking around me ............ or one of them ............

and what i meant is my soulmate , my future husband

3 best dresess

i got these three best pics from teenvogue.com ,They are too pretty , too smart , and too good to forget ! They are all young and popular ! love them too much .Emma roberts is the prettiest !

red blue

what i wear:unbranded t-shirt , cotton ink short,mango bags,unbranded denim flats
Its holiday already !!! And i do have some project with my holiday , firstly i wanna make my fashion blog better than before . but now, im not gonna make it too "fashion blog" i wanna make it "personal diary blog" .

oh , this is some photos that i think you girls can wear for your dates in this summer holiday . enjoy!have a blast summer holiday !

how i wear maxi dress



sorbet raspberry

When i read gogirl magz , and read one article about sorbet raspberry . yeah its another name from light pink ! Yes i do , im really addicted with this color !! x)

Hey it summer , its holiday

its very a long time i havent post anything for my fashion blog . i was too busy about my school , and thanks god its already finished . and im facing my three weeks holiday ! Now im on 11th science grade !everythings paid .Now im having my holidays but have a lot of things to face . its about love baby ,... im 16 years old and my teenange love life is begin ...awh and whitney huston -run to you came into my playlist this week !

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone

I wanna run to you
I wanna run to you
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you
But if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much..

I hope i can choose one ...